Weight loss. Self love. Queer.

Every time I try to be honest about how I’m feeling— how depressed, sad, and alone my heart feels— they stop talking to me. Immediately after saying, “Hey…how are you? Sorry about your mom”

I tell the truth. I saY I feel like I died with her, I’m lonely, depressed, sad, crying all the time, everything hurts. 

And then they stop talking to me. 

because, you know what?

NOBODY ACTUALLY CARES WHETHER OR NOT IM DOING OKAY OR NOT. NOBODY ACTUALLY CARES THAT MY MOM IS DEAD. ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS BEING ABLE TO SAY THAT WE’RE CLOSE ENOUGH FOR ME TO CONFIDE IN YOU UNTIL YOU FUCKING JUST STOP CARING AND DONT WANT TO HELP. BECAUSE ITS ‘TIME TO GET OVER IT’ IT BEEN FUCKING 10 DAYS SINCE SHE DIED.

NO

FUCK YOU

YOU STRUGGLE FOR 6 YEARS OF YOUR LIFE TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR MOTHER, AND WATCH HER DIE IN YOUR ARMS AFTER SUCH A LONG STRUGGLE AND SEE YOUR 4 KID SIBLINGS COME INTO A ROOM WHERE THEIR MOM ISN’T ALIVE ANYMORE. YOU TRY GOING FROM CALLING YOUR MOM EVERY OTHER DAY JUST TO CHAT TO NOT HAVING THAT PIECE OF YOU ANYMORE.

YOU FUCKING TRY IT BEFORE YOU COME TO ME TO SEE IF IM OKAY WITHOUT ACTUALLY WANTING TO LISTEN TO HOW I FEEL. IM NOT GOING TO SAY IM FUCKING PEACHY RIGHT NOW WHEN A PIECE OF MY HEART DIED. 

FUCK YOU 

nodaybuttodaytodefygravity:

nantli-miquitzlin:

zarabithia:

ericscissorhands:

“A villain is just a victim whose story hasn’t been told.”

Why is this one of the things recommended for me on my dash.

There’s so much wrong with this.

1. The quote is bullshit, and indicative of everything terrible about our society, which constantly puts the pain of the abuser above those they abuse. 

2 It also grossly furthers the idea that all victims are potential abusers. Which has real life ramifications, because this is actually something that survivors of child abuse fear and one of the reasons they do not always come forward.

3. Bucky has no goddamn business being in this set. He wasn’t a villain. He actually was a victim.

4. We saw Anakin’s story. We KNOW his story. Cool story, bro, but you still murdered children. You are not now and never shall be a fucking victim, but those babies were, so fuck you and fuck your defenders and especially fuck anyone who would think that you are a goddamn victim.

5. We know Magneto’s story intimately. It has been told often. He was a victim once. And then he decided that Genocide was okay. 

6.  Fuck Fake White Khan and we do in fact know Real Khan’s story. He did think he was a victim, but no, he was not. He was a complicated and amazing villain that went against the typical type of POC villains that we get - he was brilliant and clever and not just a “thug.” But he was not a victim (no, not even after the neighboring planet went boom.) 

7. We know Loki’s story too. It’s one of a whiny spoiled brat who keeps trying to commit genocide. 

tldr: Bucky has no business being in this set. The rest of these people are murderous terrible people. They are not victims, though some of them were once. 

I waited to reblog this, specifically for someone to express this^^. tumblr delivered.

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*Gives you hot chocolate. Wraps you into a blanket burrito. Kisses your forehead.* Everything will be ok. (btw, love your new profile pic)
Anonymous

It’s tiny!

But it’s an apple pipe, and thank you. <3

for everything. 

I wish I had someone to cuddle right now.